I fell to the floor,
I've been accustomed to this feeling before.
I didn't think it would be this intense anymore,
But it still is.
How can we try,
And put fake smiles on our faces,
When we just trip over our
Goddamn shoelaces.
If I held my breath,
Every time, I'd sure to be gone
At least by now.
The pain,
Hasn't been like this in a while.
I can't even attempt to fake a smile.
I thought it was done.
But it's not,
And I don't know if it ever will be,
But for all I can do now,
Is sit on the floor.
And hope to not feel it,
Anymore.