I don't want you to just love being my friend.
I don't want to just be there, the supporting actress to the story of your life.
No matter what, I will always want to be the one, not an understudy.
I can't keep waiting for you to look at me the same way you used to.
You're suppressing it.
But I'm not going to wait, because let's be honest.
You've been suppressing it since the day I left.
Because I want it all or nothing all.
-Kate
6.25.2010
Letter #3
You're absolutely pathetic, I hope you're aware.
Because you know what you are? A scared little boy who refuses to grow up. You can't see anything past your pain and take what you learned from that to grow. Did you ever think I'm not her? Or do you just naturally assume every girl will do the same thing? We used to be perfect together, until you suppressed your feelings and seemingly forgot about me.
Do me a favour. Tell me you don't have those feelings anymore so I can move on.
But know this, our story is unfinished.
-Lana
Because you know what you are? A scared little boy who refuses to grow up. You can't see anything past your pain and take what you learned from that to grow. Did you ever think I'm not her? Or do you just naturally assume every girl will do the same thing? We used to be perfect together, until you suppressed your feelings and seemingly forgot about me.
Do me a favour. Tell me you don't have those feelings anymore so I can move on.
But know this, our story is unfinished.
-Lana
6.24.2010
Letter #1
Hey,
So I like you. Which is not right because you're with someone else and I also have someone else. I don't know how to tell you this, but I need you out of my life.
Please understand that I give you everything I can, but at the same time, I get nothing in return. It's selfish on my part but what else can I say? A lover or a friend, you're still the worst thing that could've ever happened to me.
I know. Saying that seems dramatic but you see, I was fine. Happy that I was single and carefree and could do whatever I wanted. And no matter what you do, even by simply missing me and telling me pulls me back when I'm just about to move on. I can't do this anymore.
I need this more than you will ever know.
So this is goodbye.
-Alicia
So I like you. Which is not right because you're with someone else and I also have someone else. I don't know how to tell you this, but I need you out of my life.
Please understand that I give you everything I can, but at the same time, I get nothing in return. It's selfish on my part but what else can I say? A lover or a friend, you're still the worst thing that could've ever happened to me.
I know. Saying that seems dramatic but you see, I was fine. Happy that I was single and carefree and could do whatever I wanted. And no matter what you do, even by simply missing me and telling me pulls me back when I'm just about to move on. I can't do this anymore.
I need this more than you will ever know.
So this is goodbye.
-Alicia
6.02.2010
Sweet Dreams
You said sweet dreams,
I began to smile.
It had only lasted though,
For the while.
Now the past is over,
Except the memories here,
Are prominent in our thoughts,
The future's not clear.
He says sweet dreams,
I can't smile,
Because he doesn't know that I'm living,
In a waking nightmare of us.
He says sweet dreams,
I began to tear up,
Can't let him see,
I still care
He says sweet dreams,
I tell him not to say that,
He asks why,
I tell him it's too baby-ish
He says sweet dreams,
While I'm living in this nightmare
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